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| two hours away...until alika's bedtime. two days away...until i'm officially a legal woman. two weeks away...until i'm officially on oahu resident again. two months away...until i'm officially a mom. two years away...until she can wipe her own ass. two decades away...until i start going bald. two seconds away...from making you a little more dumber for reading this. | | |
| stop the hatred.
stop the crimes.
i can't keep happy
in these trivial times.
stop the fighting
stop the war.
our soldiers' lives
are worth so much more.
stop the hiding
stop the lying
stay true to your heart
don't leave us dying.
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| my private time is now.
when the koki's are whistlin
and the crickets are chirpin.
my private time is now.
when the boys are sleepin
and the weed is burnin.
my private time is now.
when the moon is shinin
and the cats are cryin
my private time is now.
when alika is snorin
'til six in the mornin
my private time is now.
when the ice cream is meltin
and the fudge is drippin
my private time is now.
when the guitar is singin
'till i'm finally dreamin
my private time is now.
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| so it is now saturday morning, 12:39am in minneapolis, minnesota. lying in bed at Days Inn hotel next to Alika. spent the whole day shopping at the mall of america, supposedly the biggest mall in the united states...hence the name. feet are soar and i need a massage, not to mention a guitar. i miss my guitar. i miss singing out loud at home. i miss my dogs. i miss a lot of things. but most of all, the one person i miss the most is the person lying right next to me. recently i've been having a lot of mixed feelings, wondering what really is in store for our future. sometimes i wonder what fate has in store for us. i want to be with him, i just don't know if i want to be in hilo forever. i don't know if i want to start a family anytime soon. i don't even know if i even want to live in hawaii in the next couple years. i want to travel. i want to live all over the world. only thing is, its not that easy. its not that easy for us to just pack our bags and leave to where ever i please. as much as i love seeing other places and traveling, sometimes i wonder if its something deeper than just wanting to travel. does it have anything to do with just wanting to leave all my troubles behind? going on my week-long vacation to new york only made me want to get out of hilo even more. the more i travel, the more i want to leave. that defeats the whole purpose of our "compromise".
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| What is your name spelt backwards?
renurp einnim okia.
What did you do last night?
Girl's Night Out @ crap ass Uncle Mikey's.
The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
skype.
Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?
Alika's 10 bolt.
Last time you swam in a pool?
Hapuna Prince Hotel.
What are you wearing?
AE Jeans, Disel tank, Puma shoes, Baby-G watch, glittery pink nail polish.
How many cars have you owned?
'89 Toyota p/u, '89 Toyota Celica, '93 Toyota Corolla Shagwagon.
Type of music do you dislike most?
Foreign opera.
Are you registered to vote?
Never wanted to until G.W. Bush.
Do you have cable?
I do now.
What kind of computer do you use?
iBook G4 - Japanese version.
Ever made a prank phone call?
Not that I can remember.
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
Bungee jumping first.
Furthest place you've ever traveled?
Japan.
What's your favorite comic strip?
Calvin & Hobbes, Garfield, any Japanese one.
Do u know all the words to the national anthem?
and the Constitution.
Shower, morning or night?
Do beach showers count?
Best movie you've seen in the past month?
Hmm...The Break Up was aight.
Favorite pizza toppings?
Extra jalepenos.
Chips or popcorn?
Chocolate.
What cell phone provider do you have?
T-Mobizzle.
Have you ever smoked peanut shells?
No.
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
Heavens no.
Orange juice or apple juice?
Orange Juice with lots of pulp.
Who was the last person you sat at lunch with?
I seriously can not remember right now.
Favorite chocolate bar?
That's like asking what my favorite song is.
Who is your longest friend and how long?
Leina (20 years), Angie (20 years) and Roxy (11 years).
Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
Cherry tomatoes from my yard in New York.
Have you ever won a trophy?
Yes.
Favorite arcade game?
Tetris, Drum Drum Revolution (?).
Ever ordered from an infomercial?
The Grind Workout.
Sprite or 7-UP?
Mountain Dew.
Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?
JROTC.
Last thing you bought at Walgreens?
WTF is Walgreens?
Ever thrown up in public?
I don't think anyone except Precious saw.
Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?
Millionaire. Already found Shannyn Sossamon...and Alika.
Do you believe in love at first sight?
Love? No. Infatuation? Yes.
SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?
I never had cable so don't know either.
Did you have long hair as a young kid?
All my life until I turned 18 and graduated :).
What message is on your voicemail machine?
A gay ass message.
Where would you like to go right now?
Anywhere that has waves.
What is the name of your pet(s)?
Roxy, Trixie, Felix, Mullet. R.I.P Scout, Lady, Moi, Oscar, Fred.
What do you think about most?
What to cook for dinner.
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